.Thursday, October 25, 2007 ' 5:07 AM Y
hmm....well i dont knoow what to blog about today.haha.kinda feel weird.hmm...
i dont know why am i feeling this way but i kinda couldnt stand you any more. dont ask me why but thats what i felt. asking people to do what they dont.and plus i just couldnt say no to my friends.i tried saying no in my heart but not from my mouth.i tried really hard.but i wish you could change. well i got no right to ask you to change but...jus hope that you would. at first i thought you had changed quite a lot. but it seems that its going back to the usual self and i dont like it but i couldnt say anything.
well...if you go on like that i got nothing to say but i might not be as close to you by then.hmm...well i am not trying to say that you mus be close to me or something but jus to tell you.it jus seems that no matter who i am close to i mus like that person or the person like me! this makes me feel that i shouldnt even make friends.hmm...never mind.shant talk about that anymore.
tsk tsk.many things happen this week.i felt that so many people had changed.in school? outside?are they changing or am i the one who changed?tsk tsk.dont know.in school see hwee said she wanna drop both A and express E maths. is like we dont wan her to drop but she jus wanna drop.we dont mind that. but what we found out is that she seems to have change after she stead with shaun. tsk tsk. maybe is cause i changed? i dont know either. alright back to emoing again! argh! because of all this stuff. well i think i shouldnt cared. alright kinda lazy already.tsk tsk. bye people.
walking down the silent street alone♥
